Wonderful Life

So I am sitting here with my little boy on my lap. He has finally fallen asleep after a hard moring. Lyndon has the flu and has not been feeling well at all. It is times like these that makes me realize how much I really love him so much.I new I would always love my children but, I never realized the kind of love that comes when you have a child. I would do anything for Lyndon, to make his pain go away, to make him happy and to feel safe and cared for. He truly is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I absolutly love being a mom, I love his little sqeals, and loud giggles, his bright blue eyes, his gorgeous smile and how when he's tired he loves to hold my hair in his tiny but chubby little fist. I feel so blessed and privledeged to be entrusted with such an amazing little guy. He just turned five months and I can hardly believe how fast it has gone by. I am so excited to see all of his new discoveries he will make.I can't say that I am the best mom or even close to doing things perfect but, I love learning and growing with Tyler as we raise our son together and have a wonderful life!